Crazy Week!

This week started out with really good news for my agency.  After not knowing when or if there would be March embassy dates, those waiting to travel found out there were two!!  Very exciting for those families!  Then we got an email about only having one embassy date in April.  I won't be traveling in April, but it could slow travel times down a little for me since there will be fewer travel spots before me.  The same night, I found out times for singles could be quite a bit slower than originally thought.  All of that really concerns me because baby girl needs to be home!  So I emailed the program director, and she was very reassuring.  She doesn't think there's any reason our court date will be delayed, and she is concerned about getting baby girl home, also.  That made me feel so much better.  

Over the years, I have done many things that people would think are crazy.  And, looking back, some of them probably were pretty crazy!  At the time, most of those things seemed like, and probably were, things that God wanted me to do.  I never really questioned whether or not He would take care of me.  But I am struggling so much with trusting that He will take care of baby girl!  I know He made her and loves her more than I ever could, but it's still so hard.  Maybe it will get easier, maybe it won't.  I don't know.  I hope it does because if she goes to college and never comes back because she feels like God wants her to spend all of her vacation time, or the rest of her life,  in a developing country, I want to be excited for her, and supportive of her.  I'm so thankful my mom just decided to come spend the summers with me, instead of trying to keep me home with her!